*MT* Red is used......

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"



i have no where else to scream....or yell....or cry....or throw things....or break things....

so here is where i'll let it out......i'm so angry right now....i know why but i can't say.......

tears want to flow....but there seems to be none at the moment.....why why why why why??!?!

why do i do this to myself??!?!?! WHY AM I SO STUPID?!?!?!?!?! uuuuuuggggghhhh!!!!