well well well, it seems that things will get better. now that it seems to be coming into perspective. we working on climbing back up. we will become strong enough to do it. yet, we will avoid situations that are not healthy. i think we finally realized that harm that has been going on. there is still one issue that we are dealing with. but it will all work out in the end. it just has to. we have to keep an open mind and give the benefit of the doubt. just to let you know she does miss you.